Why is it so hard?

Why is it so hard to me to be serious? People said to me that I'm capable of doing something and I know it always. Many even said that if I put some effort a little bit, I can get better than ever.

Why am I born with no desire?

I need some of that to finish my internship documentation and my student project.

*SIGH*

~GettingBoredLikeAlways...